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No longer a blog for daily updates.
Just a simple quiet place for me to pen down my thoughts and feelings.

I may use words which you can't accept or understand, its alright, you don't have to take it too seriously, its my life afterall.

I don't need any attention, capricorns prefered to be left alone. But maybe some care and concern, I'll greatly appreciate that.



I am...

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Claris koh.
TWENTY.
30/12/1990.
Capricorn.

没有人有耐心听你讲完自己的故事,因为每个人都有自己的话要说;

没有人喜欢听你抱怨生活,因为每个人都有自己的苦痛;



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Saturday, June 30, 2007

went kbox wif papa and mama. it's fun!!
I dun have to pay the bill and i can get to sing every song tat i wan!
sometimes when u go wif frens, the songs tat everyone sings are similar, so u have to share the song and sing wif someone else.
BUT goin wif parents, they onli know old song frm their generation. as for those latest songs, they know nuts about it.
i sing like crazy frm 2-7.
I LOVE OLD SONGS TOO! so i join in their singing most of the time.


wat happens when ur song are stil far behind?

u will start taking silly pix.

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mum.

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woahh. daddy is so INTO his song =x

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mum is damn highh xD

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Friday, June 29, 2007

schh ended finally. super boring.
Imagine u have to use microsoft powerpoint and do presentation slides everyday, everyweek.
7 days. can die! and it's goin to last for 3 yrs. bloody hell.

went c.a.p ig aft schh. Khalil Fong concert.
was suppose to usher the artist and media, but change of plan last min, so i'm ushering the crowd inside.
I watched his rehearsal be4 the whole concert starts. it's like super boring lah!
He kept on repeating practising on his songs and, his song are super not nice.
Other than tat AI AI AI, the rest sux. I dun even know wat he's singing.
AND! HE LOOKS LIKE A PASSERBY.
his kind of looks can be easily found on the streets, or mayb those loitering by the roadside look nicer than him.

crowd came in at ard 6pm. Mostly rp student, no fanclub, no fans =x
everyone settled down in ard 15min time.
400 seater, onli half occupied. u can imagine how many ppl came for it.
He sang 5 song and i really feel like sleepin. the whole thingy end ard 7pm.
didn't manage to take any pix cuz the person in charge said tat we have to be PROFESSIONAL.
If take pix will look abit sua ku lah.
the AI AI AI is stuck in my mind now. damn irritatin.


recieved the news by kim saying mrs lester past away ytd.
I'm quite sad actually.
She is my art batik teacher last year. all our batik pieces were mostly guided by her.
Although I'm not really close wif her, but seeing someone, whom u once talk wif; someone whom u once respect leaving the world, there is stil a strong unbearable feelings.

I'm sure her loves one will be damn sad, but kidney failure is really a torture.
mayb now she will feel much more comfortable?
Rest In Peace mrs lester. nothing can bother u now.




如果有一天 我回到从前
回到最原始的我 你是否会觉得我不错



Thursday, June 28, 2007

Had science ut in the morning. and I can onli say, it sux to the core!
It's even worst than my O lvl science paper. at least for tat, I can stil manage to scribble down some fairytales. BUT FOR TIS! super jialat lah. I was like staring at the question and watching the time counting down by itself when my brain went totally blank.
when i finish everything, there was stil ard 12min left = =""

Problem for today was quite okkk. grp wif xinni sabira farhan and jiani. I think tat's the grp i prefer most in the whole week.
finish the ppt damn early and start to slack ard.
STUPID XINNI was burping beside me like nobody bussiness. IDIOT!
i should have counted how many times she burp frm 9am to 430pm. tat should be the record tat no one can break.

went orchard wif xiuqi aft sch. sabira suddenly turn emo, so we went without her =x
walk ard cine, taka and far east.

I'm stil super full now. we order like crazy in a hk restaurant at cine.
noodle, curry wif bread, fries, sandwich, bun, cheese baked rice.
finish up by the 2 of us.
CRAZY CRAZY. but its super yummyyyy.

tml will be the khalil fong concert. I CANT WAIT! haha!



Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Firstly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE TO GRANDPAPA!!
his birthdae was actually 2 days lada but since he is going back malaysia tonite, we have a mini celebration ytd. xD

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bought a mocha cake for him and it tatse excellent!!

Secondly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAE JOANNE!!
wowwwww, lots of june babies. HAHA.
had ut in the morning and a super crazy break =x
sabira was in love, or should i say crazy with the song "JING WU MEN" by xiao zhu.
she kept repeat playing and singing it. and now the song was stuck in my head like siao.
I WANNA KNOW, NI XING BU XING.
U GOTTA KNOW, BIE HUAI YI NI ZI JI DE BEN LING.
its niceee, but kind of irritating >.<
EVEN FARHAN KNOWS HOW TO SING IT NOW! wth.

joanne, me, sybil, sabira and adelyn went cwp aft sch.
lam is going for her mad hockey training, and stupid xiuqi lost her stupid ez-link card, and she had to make one by today.
abit dissappointing without the two of them cuz it will be much more fun!
but nvm, WE STIL HAD LOTSA FUN!

went pastamania to eat first, and photo taking there =x

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ehh, i stil tink chicken bologaniese taste nicer.

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birthdae girl =DD

we sang birthdae song like so loudly can, but we sang it fast lah.
share and brought her a prezzie. sweet sweet 17.

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yummy!

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mad mad sybil xD

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there is this malay waiter, attracted by sabira or too helpful, he suddenly approach us and offer to help us take pix.
we were all shock for like 1 sec and, "oohh OKOK!".

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tada~~~~ I LOVE MY GIRLSSS =D


we end our day at the neoprint shop, took twice.
the first time was niceeee.
second time MADDDD~~
wil be taking again wif lam and xiuqi~!
it will be even more mad ok!

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Monday, June 25, 2007

problem statement for today is damn sucky. the faci is getting more and more irritatin.
gave up on the ppt. JUZ LET THE WHOLE TEAM DIE.

viewing lam's genting picture all the way frm morning till now. ITS SO MANY! 160+
siao cha booooooooo.
celebrating joanne birthdae tml. yeah. tats the onli thing i look forward to tis week.
we gonna rock the seoul garden upside down =x

wat shit am i typing now? random stuff.
life is getting more and more boring.
i can feel my head cracking. ferdinand is making a hell lots of noise!



海的思念绵延不绝 终于和天在地平线交会
爱如果走得够远
应该也会更幸福相见



Sunday, June 24, 2007

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spend 2 days to finish up this. THE SNOW QUEEN
overall, not bad. but a sad ending.
juz like all other korean drama, cancer and die = =""
cant those director shoot something more happier?

I seldom watch korean shows, this is the 5th or 6th tat i've watch.
attracted by the beautiful poster and touching wordings.
16 episode, kinda draggy and lots of crying in between.

so this is how my weekend is spend.
sleeping at 4 or 5am, waking up at 1 or 2pm.
i'm feeling so strengthless now due to the medicine. and my flu is getting worst.
hope it will get better by tml, i dun wish to spread the virus ard in class.

爱怎会输给了时间
我的耳边 再听不见
我以為永遠不會變  最習慣的明天見






Friday, June 22, 2007

IT'S FRIDAY!
yeahh yeahh. tis week seems to past quite fast.
skipped schh today. NOT PURPOSELY KKXX.
but actually thought of skipping already. juz tat not to PANGSEHH sybil. i decided to go.
IN THE END, i stil overslept = =""

had flu and slight fever. MAYB thanks to farhan who keep sneezing beside me ytd.
nothing much bout today, basically, it's a sleeping day for me.
once again, SORRY SYBIL!
i swear i go nex fri okiex? cuz we had never been in a same grp be4!

Grandpa and grandma frm malaysia came to visit tis evening. they are my dad's side.
and i'm not really close wif them. MORE IN LOVE in my mum's side relative xDD

went to rent a korean drama. guess tat will be my activity and programme for sat and sun.

suddenly feel very sick of xiao zhu pix, so i'm posting up some pix of JOLIN.
yeahh. she is damn pretty.


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我也盼望有一个人可以天长地久,
我也期待有一个人可以相依相守,
只是那还没有愈合的伤口,
让我想说爱你 却总是开不了口。



Thursday, June 21, 2007

I'm damn piss wif my bro now. I was trying to be NICE, KIND and HELPFUL by helping him edit the ugly template that his dunno what fren help him create.
BUT he was complaining that i put up his REAL LIFE pix up on his profile. I dun see the point of hiding up ur own face at UR OWN BLOG.
since he was kicking, shouting and screaming there, i delete it away frm his blog.

AND POSTED HERE!

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HAHAHA! the pix is taken a few years back. and he definitly look much better at that time.
now was like................... = ="


my head was spining now. maths module really sux like hell. VB CODE.
but its the first time i tried everything and it actually success... abit xD
last time i will make songwen or yichun do everything. BAD.

went to c.a.p ig meeting aft tat. my role was to usher the singer and media on nex friday.
COOLLLLL~~~
but the singer look like tis.

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khalil fong frm hong kong.

I HOPE HE LOOK BETTER IN REAL LIFE LAHH!
if not i dun tink i will have the mood to serve him >.<
cuz me and another partner actually have to be his so called "nanny" for the concert.
it's quite fun lah. but y not someone who is more popular leh!

its problem solving module tml. and i'm stil considering whether to go or not.
heard tat it's quite difficult lah. AND the vb code are stil spining in my head now =X



记忆是一个行囊 陪伴着我到世界流浪
我让悲伤都装上翅膀
再见了 就不能倔强



Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Just saw a bullertin frm frenster. it's quite fun but i dun like posting bullertin board so i shall blog it here xD

C: weird
L: best smile
A: Loves to flirt but in a way of joking
R: Good Gf/Bf
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
S: the best person anyone could have

hehe. my name not bad sia. OKIEX. i bhb. HAHA.

A: Loves to flirt but in a way ofjoking
B:Popular with all types of people.
C: weird
D: Has one of the best personalitiesever
E: Freaking beautiful
F: People wild and crazy adore you.
G: Never let people tell you what todo.
H: Easy to fall in love with
I: LOVES TO LAUGH
J: Freaking Rowdy
K: Really silly.
L: best smile
M: Makes dating fun
N: One of the best damn bf/gf anyonecould ask for
O: Loved by everyone
P: Popular with all types of people.
Q: A hypocrite.
R: Good Gf/Bf
S: the best person anyone could have
T: great kisser
U: Gets hugs
V: Not judgmental
W: Very broad minded.
X: Never let people tell you what todo.
Y: Is a freak when it comes to parties
Z: Lives life for fun

abit crap and no logic though.



Tuesday, June 19, 2007

According to the rules of the theme:People who are tagged should write a blog post of 7 weird things about them as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose 7 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says 'You are tagged' in their comments and tell them to read your blog."

HAHAHA! jialing! quite fun sia xD
7 weird things, so difficult to think lah!


1) People who loves to sing tend to love singing in bathroom too. BUT NOT FOR ME! i never ever dare to sing in the bathroom cuz i will always have the feeling of people upstairs or nex door will hear my singing clearly and laugh at it. So, i have NEVER tried singing in the toilet while bathing for the whole of my 17 yrs! mayb i shall try it nex time xD

2) I love playing piano and i stop at grade 7 due to my O lvl. very wasted rite? and now my mama want me to continue learning it but i keep dragging. Reasons? CUZ OF MY NAILS!
lame rite. But playing piano cant have long nails lah! and i cant bear to cut it away although classmate always complain i type very loudly. I'm addicted to long and coloured nails, i cant stand seeing my nails short and plain now.

3) I HATE DURIANS! yuckxx!! so what if their the king of fruits? THE TASTE OF DURIAN JUZ SUX! everytime when my dad brought durian home, i will lock myself in the room till the smell of it is gone! I HATE PAPAYA TOO! so what if ur breasts grows big aft eating them? I rather stay in a A cup than eat a papaya! silly rite.

4) I have a SUPER difficulties in remembering dates. I dunno y, but i juz cant rmb dates clearly except for my birthdae =X i took up a few months juz to rmb shuqi's birthdae and house block no. AND TILL NOW, i'm stil not really sure my mum's birthdae falls on which date of august. So frens, if u wan me to die die rmb ur birthdae or wat, u have to keep nagging the date infront of me everyday so it will stick hard to my brain and fade away aft a few weeks >.<

5) I cant really judge a person whether he is handsome or she is pretty. To me, everyone looks ok as long as u are not ugly. when everyone was like HE SO UGLY, my heart will go NOT TAT BAD WAT. if u compare 2 girls and ask me which is prettier, it will be a super difficult qns. CUZ TO ME, as long as ur face no pimple or u dun look super wierd, u are nice lookin!

6) I'm not a person who will cry easily. Whenever i met something that will make me sad and cry, I will tend to hold it and keep it in my heart. Till one day when all the sad things overloaded, I will burst out crying hours and hours. My record currently is crying for 2+hours =X Hence, it's not easy to see me cry, but if u happen to see me crying, dun be surprise if i cried for more than an hour.

7) BEST way to cure my moodswing will be chocolate or accompany me to have a meal. My moodswing comes and go easily. Just give me chocolate or something to eat, my moodswing will fly off easily!

DONE! the 7 lucky ppl wil be.....

SYBIL
SABIRA
XIUQI
JOANNE
ADELYN
SETH
SYAZRUL




blogskin change!! YEAHH~
quite sick of the previous one, and i tink this look nice! xD


woahhh. i spend the lesson time editing and changing my html, making jonson do all the stuff.
SORRY JOHNSON. i know xiuqi heartpain =X

The whole class went for a CE talk together. For the sake of our CE POINTS!
and we are like all falling alseep inside. It's BORING!
cab to cwp after tat. same routine goes on.
my posts are boring cuz my life IS boring.
nah. i dun care.

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YES! yida kbox pix finally recieve!

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i'm clearing my photobucket. in order to make my tis boring post look more interesting, i posted up XIUQI pix.
YEA. she is SEXY =X







时光匆忙 不曾遗忘
随时可以回头看 那些时光
你在身旁 给我的温暖



Sunday, June 17, 2007

damn. i'm freaking piss wif my mp3 now. HAVE TO GET A NEW ONE!
but i got to save all my money now for taiwan, which means tat i got to bear wif tis fucking mp3 till end of august = ="
WTH! i cant stand it le!
the memory space is so small. 512mb, i have to delete alot songs in order to put in new de. and scratches all over. AND! the back cover dunno drop till where. so now, the ugly battery has nothing to cover it. WAHH LAU WAHH LAU!

aim on a pink colour de, but i tink it cost ard $200. SIANNN

ytd, i skip sec 4 class bbq and went shopping at jb instead. I felt abit bad, but now i'm already not really close wif them. we didnt contact much, so i see no point of goin.
i can imagine myself sitting there alone munching on my chicken wing and putting on a fake smile to everyone. NAHH. we are NOT tat united afterall. so class gathering is unnessarily, group gathering stil ok.

schh tml. siann nah. but i miss the class, i miss those laughter. but i hate waking up early and presentation! UT somemore! FAINT.

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17jun07 sunday means HAPPY DADDY DAY!

no. tats not the main point. THE MAIN POINT IS....



XIAOZHU VOTED MOST FAMOUS MALE SINGER!

JOLIN VOTED MOST FAMOUS FEMALE SINGER cum

MOST WELL DONE FEMALE SINGER!



is it translated like tat? nvm! the most well done female singer is counted as the biggest award of the whole ceremony! everyone was fighting for it. AND JOLIN GOT IT! YEAHH!!



i manage to rush back juz in time to see xiaozhu got the award. when they announced tat mayday was in the 2nd position. i'm jumping like hell already. CUZ XIAOZHU CONFIRM IS 1ST DE LAH! all his fans vote like hell. and i voted thrice =X at least i contributed ok. HAHA

he shuaiz like hell lah! and he seat together wif jolin.

WOOHHHOO! the most shuaiz and chio de xD

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its so shockin when jolin was announced to get the zui jia nv ge shou *most well done female singer*!

i jump and scream like mad!! neighbours downstairs thought there is some earthquakes goin on = =" not funny. I NEVER THOUGHT JOLIN COULD GET IT! cuz her competitors tis yr were all too strong. ppl were all guessing ahh mei, lin yi lian or penny. NOT JOLIN.

HAHA! but jolin got it! YEAHH YEAHH YEAHH!! all her hardwork put in for the wu niang album were not wasted!

I watch the reshow of the red carpet and the front part of the ceremony all the way till dawn. freaking tired now. but i'm stil very HIGHH!

okiexx.. gotta go out for lunch now. will be updating again when i'm back! TATA




Friday, June 15, 2007

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这17年来,我并不知道自己要什么
只知道我一直不断地在找寻。。。 不断的找寻。。。
懵懵懂懂过日子,我感到好厌倦。

人生就是这么一回事
每一天都会有小生命来到世界上,
每一天都会有一个人死去。。
这样的生离死别,我们不能操作
只能任它来,随它去。

人类, 渺小得可笑
有的人希望平平凡凡过一生,
有的人希望能在生命走向尽头前完成梦想

我佩服拥有梦想的人,却又同时嘲笑他们的不切实际
毕竟,能完成梦想的人
仔细数一数,也没几个。

所以我宁可不要有愿望,不要有梦想
当你没有期望,才不会有失望
不是吗?





当所有回忆如潮水般涌向我时,我好像要窒息了。



JOLIN

woah! juz finish watchin jolin concert dvd. I can only say tat SHE ROX!
its not really a CONCERT dvd lah. it shows more backstage stuff like when she is practising those stuns and songs. And her personal views and feelings.

OMG! i cry like mad lah! she is really really really really a hardworking singer.
it makes me feel tat the $170 spend on her concert tix is REALLY worth.




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the dvd and poster. both of them are BIG.
and it cost $29.90 >.<




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part of my wall. i should not have put jolin together wif 56 = =""



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all my money T.T



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i'm clearing my cupboard now. throwing away stuff tat i once treat as precious.
those lightsticks and whistle. i've been keeping them since sec 2.
bye bye.


haixxxx. 2 more days back to sch. holidays are always not enough.



Wednesday, June 13, 2007

juz came back frm the rotaract camp. WATSE MY TIME.
Not many ppl were there, and most of them are NOT frm rotaract club. they juz come for the ce points.
Alot of activites held, BUT, its like... = =""
but those committee and members are all very friendly lah. Problem is not organise enough.
I swear i wont go for a 2nd camp again. fucking BORING!


read some news article online, xiao zhu concert is a GREAT SUCCESS!!
9/6/07 at shanghai, his first ever tix selling concert.
OMG! i wan go lah! I HOPE HOPE HOPE he will have one in singapore soon.
it stated WORLD TOUR concert. singapore should be included la hoh.
or MAYB during august when i'm in taiwan, it juz nice clashes wif his concert.
i sure CHIONG for the tix! no matter how ex it will be. I DUN CARE!


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cartoon show. CUTE!


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omg omg omg!




Tuesday, June 12, 2007

FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY~~!
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adelynn~~

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Karlyn~~

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yuminn =DD



went to eat sakae buffet wif mama juz now. WOAHHH. damn full now =X
there's a rotaract camp tml. 2 days 1 nite.
and there is a whole lot of things to bring. 4 shirts 3 shorts?!?
I can imagine how crazy those games will be >.<