I feel so fucking sick thinking of school tml. But rp is consider super slacking as compared to other polys. Imagine myself in other schools, being stack up by assignments and exams. I will just quit immediately.
CNY is getting closer and closer. I can't feel any new year joy or atmosphere. Not even looking forward to it. Those new year songs only makes me feel irritated.
High possibility of going back msia for this year chinese new year. I misss my grandparents =(((( But relatives are all overseas. Uncle and aunt in England and china. Everybody seems to be so far apart =(((((((
Its really negative, but I think 2009 wouldn't be as great as I imagine.